Negative Thought Train

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Smile through the pain
as I slowly go insane.
Thought in the night
getting harder to fight.
Standing on an overpass
Watching the cars go fast
think about trying to fly
sick of the tears I cry.
My negative thought train keeps going around
until the day they put me in the ground.

Follow the blood trail in the sand
to find the knife in my hand.
Swallow a hand full of pills
my heartbeat slows then stills.
Stand in front of a train
just to put an end to the pain.
Feel myself getting fatter
as nothing I say seems to matter.
My negative thought train keeps going around
until the day they put me in the ground.

Is it all in my head?
I still wish I were dead.
I feel alone
in my broken home.
Happiness is an illusion.
My head is full of confusion.
Only myself to blame?
My face is full of shame.
My negative thought train keeps going around
until the day they put me in the ground.

Playing me like a tool.
I feel like such a fool.
My mind continues to wonder
as I take a deep breath under water.
You think I fake the tears I cry?
Are you ready to say good bye?
I can’t live with the pain inside of me
this is the only way I know to set it free.
My negative thought train keeps going around
until the day they put me in the ground.

train tracks

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